Mail and packages!

I love love love cards! I also love getting packages... and phone calls.. The best ones are from someone you love! So today I got a card a package and a phone call from chris! All in nto even i would say 5mins from eachother! I was so happy!!

Just what i needed after i had a brake down yesterday! Yes i was upset because me and chris are so far apart but... I have to deal with it! I am fine and doing much better today!!


Well i hope you all had a very merry christmas! I also hope you have a happy new year!

Friends

I love my friends! They are amazing! Yesterday me and Mariah yesterday played in the snow it was cold but it was worth it! Then we were on the computer for a little bit then went back on and made a snow man!! Well it didn't look like a snow man.. but it was good enough for me.. LOL!! We also fell down a little hill which was funny and then Mia tried to help me up then ended up pulling us both down.. AGAIN Rotfl!! We always have the best times together! We did not enjoy the cold though... It was freezing and some snow got in my pants and in my shirt... It took a few Min's to get use to it but after awhile i was fine! We also had a snow ball fight... I have a good aim Mariah kept missing me.. I think i won though.. i hit her two times!

Today thank good for great friends and great times with them!

Snow

Don't you just love the snow? How it covers the trees and the ground in its white sheets! It is so pretty and sparkly as it covers everything in it's pearly white blanket... It is amazing how something so small can make a huge impact on someone! Just watching it as it comes down gets me excited... But there is nothing like the first snow of the season as soon as you see it that is when you know that Christmas is around the corner and that Santa is going to be coming! I loved playing in the snow when i was little... going sledding with family or friends making snow man and snow angels.. Then coming inside the house and knowing that grandma would be there with hot coco then sitting next to the heater to get warm! I love just sitting here with my family all around watching the snow coming down it is so peaceful and beautiful.. These are the moments i cherish the most!

Thank god for just being with your family today and remember and cherish the moments you have with them because some people are not so lucky to do so!

Love

So everyone falls in love at some point in time right? You wait all your life for that one person that you want to spend your life with.. Then when you find the person you are in a daze and everything seems to be more... More fuller? The whole world is in an uproar it is like everything is turned upside down and you are like was life always like this?? Or am i just dreaming? Some people say that love at first sight don't exist but you know what? Ignore them cause it does.. I mean i know that you think she is just 18 she knows nothing about love right? Well it is like this.. I have been talking to this boy for 6 months now and he is really sweet he is always there when i need him and he listens to me.. I really was broken down and upset because i thought i would never find anyone.. and you know what i did? prayed!! I prayed for god to find someone for me and you know what?? He did!! Crazy?? Maybe!! but i really think god sent him to me.. well I guess by now you know that yes we are dating! He asked my mom and dad and they both said it was fine... and the weird part is that i met him online! So god works and odd ways sometimes... I love him more then anything in the world he is the best thing that has happen to me.. Other then having great friends and family!!

The down side is he lives 4 hrs away... but thank goodness for phones and the computer lol!!

Many people say that long distant relationships don't work out but ours is going mighty fine if you ask me!! I think that if you really believe in true love and you pray and have faith in god he will send you someone... It may not happen in a snap of your fingers but it will!

So to all them people who have given up on love.. DON'T!! Get back out there because if you stop then who knows you maybe missing out on finding that person right now!! Pray to god don't give up and i am sure something or someone will come your way!

Hello

Thanksgiving we had fun i made a pie yams and helped with mashed potatoes... then lets See oh... me nath and Mia hang out the day after that... which was interesting.. lol!!


We played monopoly and we were all fighting over the money! There was money EVERY WHERE... but it is okay cause we all had to clean it up.. then we played the wii and it was um some car game... me playing.. = aha ha um running over and into things! It was funny!!


Today is the 1st Sunday of advent.. i just got to light the candle.. :)

UPDATE!

Well my aunt alisha is haveing a baby.. Homeschooling has been going good so far. I AM IN A HAUNTED HOUSE!! :D um... Me and my friend Becca are planing an over nighter at Franciscan University. I am going to have a sleepover for halloween.. ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm my foot is now asleep! :D

and let's see I went square dancing... It was really cool! I loved the horses they had! I love horses! :D

and umm i think that is about it for an update... yea it is a short post! :D

You belong with me

Everytime i hear the song you belong with me by taylor swift it makes me tear up. I have listend to it 4 or 5 times in a row so far and i still tear up!

anyway today we are having a cookout! Lilly had to leave because her and onyx had this big fight..over something. and well that is about it so far..

I'll post more later!

New dog!

Well Lilly came today she is a sweet heart! Onyx seems to be doing fine with her. I met two girls my age and they are nice.. We didn't get to talk that muchB but they are coming over on Saturday.. we are having a cookout. Right now I am talking to riah.. on im. Mom just came down stairs..

If it's nice out we may (me, Riah and Ari) take Lilly for a walk. It will be fun I think. I can't take onyx for one because she likes to pull me.

got to go

* Jenna*

Summer!

Oh... Summer is almost here! I can't wait we are going to be getting a pool! Not a big pool one of the blow up ones.. but it is still a pool.. right? Anyway we also got passes for the museum science center and the zoo... The are going to be getting sharks at the zoo and i really want to see them i love going under the part were the polar bears are.. I love polar bears... I have had a big stuffed one for about.. um 13yrs now!

Also we our also watching a dog for some people because right now they are living in an apartment and it is to small for the dog. It is a Newfoundland her name is Lilly and she is 3yrs old .(I'm just hopping onyx acts good around her.)

well... hmm Oh mariah is getting out next week so we will be doing whatever... for the summer(ie. going to the movies, mall, pool ect.)

July we are going to ohio! June we are .. or i think we still are going to a wedding.

i think i will add thoughts of the day or something in my blogs now..

today is: never grow up to fast because you will miss out on allot.

It was Jesus (I wrote this song)

It was Jesus
By: Jenna

She was only sixteen when her whole life changed no one to tell her what to do. She went to a clinic so scared and afraid... What was she doing? She looked so ashamed.

She needed a friend to tell what to do. Her mind told her it'll be fine, but her heart told her no...

Her heart started pounding she didn't know why. She couldn't ignore the feeling inside.

It was Jesus saying child don't go
It was Jesus saying darling think of the child
It was Jesus saying keep life alive

She walked out of that room fell down to her knees and cried.

She said Father forgive me I'm so young and alone
Father forgive me and help me go on
Father please please
Oh Father dear please forgive me for I know not what I do

Oh dear child I'm her and I'd forgive you no matter what

Oh Father thank you so much for this joyous blessing

I know now what your will is for me

It was Jesus that saved not one but two lives today
It was Jesus He had been there all along
It was Jesus listening cause He is the only one
It was Jesus
ohh
It was Jesus



Please tell me what you think about it!!

Hello

well as you can all tell by.. my background i am ready for summer to start!!!

we are gonna be doing allot of cooll things in the next few months... and i can't wait!!

well i'll keep you posted and write more later...
Jenna

YESTERDAY!

Yesterday was a blast!! Me and my friend and sister went to the candy store and got some candy. Then we went and played with my wagon that i have had for about 13 years now... (sounds weird i no but you would understand if you new us) We are also thinking of starting a dog walking business or babysitting. I think dog walking would be safer though. I thought of an awesome name for it and i was thinking we could make t-shirts. Oh! the name is pretty city D-og walkers. (lol) I am lisening to old songs lol... one is I'm Blue and some nsync songs like dirty pop and bye bye bye.. I found out how do to the dances kind of... lol!!

that's all 4 now

Jen

Helllllooo!

Hello everyone! I am doing school right now as we speek.. well i am almost done so it is ok to be on here i guess (lol)! Me and Ari are going to go over our friends house today i hope... I am listening to music right now... Music music music... 99.9% of my life is music!! I am always singing or have a song stuck in my head. Ask anyone of my friends and they will tell you that's all i do anywere,time or place don't matter you can always find me singing something or doing something that has to do with music. Dancing,wirting a song, working out in the basement, you name it i can tell you that i'd be listening to music. Maybe i will post some of my poems and songs up sometime! There not that good to me at least to my firends and family they are good! Well i have to go do school!

talk to you later

Jenna

Story!

i have been working on a story. It is a normal love story... just in a teenage girls point of view... This is Autumn Love. I hope you all enjoy it. Tell me what you thing PLEASE!! The story is not done yet so keep that in mind also!




Autumn Love
By: Jenna Marie

I was the new girl at school. No friends all-alone I knew no one and I didn’t care to make new friends for now. Al I wanted was my old friends, house, and life back but most of all I wanted Cory back.
Who is Cory? You are wondering that aren’t you?
Well Cory was my boyfriend… Ex-boyfriend now. I miss him allot his hair, eyes, smile, the way he knew when something was wrong. * sighs * Cory was my 1st love, boyfriend, kiss. I miss him more than anything.
“Sorry miss!” a boy said
Clumsy me! I had bumped into someone…
“Oh! No...It was my fault!” I said
“Here you go miss.” He said
“Oh T-Thanks…” I said picking up the rest of my books and taking the ones he handed to me. Then I left…
I bet he thinks I am weird now. First guy I meet… and I rind everything. Just like me to do so!
You may wonder who “Me” is… am I right? I knew I was!
I am Ella I am 16 and am very clumsy. Not to mention shy, random, funny, annoying, hyper, crazy, well… That is all once you get to know me. I am tall I guess… 5ft! I am a blue eyed girl with Blonde hair… I have to wear reading glasses. I am nice, sensitive, an easy crier, kind of tough if needed… That is me! Ella… or new girl.
“Hey! Wait up new girl!!!” the boy said
He was cute black hair… just above his shoulder, blue eyes… Guessing a skater… punk? His voice was so sweet. He had mussels… and his nose and bottom lip was priced.
“You forgot this!” He said looking me in the eyes and smiling.
I bet I was as red as a cherry! I could feel myself blushing.
His smile was to die for! Pulse them blue eyes had a sparkle when he smiled…
“Hello!” He said waving his hand in front of my eyes.
“Oh! Sorry what did you say?” I asked
“You forgot this.” He said giving me my Diary.
“OH!! MY DIARY!! Thank you so much! If I lost this w would have died.” I said smiling at him
“Hey Hunny!” a girl said coming toward us.
“Hey!” He said as she came over and held her hand
My Heart sank into my Stomach… He had a Girlfriend… I should have known!
“Well! I umm… I better get going… I have to find the AP math classroom… before I miss the bell… Bye!” I said and took off.
I could feel tears coming… But I dared not cry… Someone my see… and then what?
Well I finally found my math class! Just in time to!
I opened the door… Then closed it…
“Ah! Miss. Pamir…” said the Teacher
I blushed… “I’m Mr. White!” he said
“Take a seat next to Mr. Brooks!” He said
“Psst over here!” He Said… The brooks kid…
Oh My Lord!! It was skater boy!!! I walked over and sat beside him.
“Hey new girl!” He said with that Drop-Dead-Gorgeous Smile.
“Oh… Umm H…Hi!!” I said
“Don’t call me Mr. Brooks I am Drake!” He said looking for something…
“Hey Uh… Do you have an extra pencil?” He asked
“Yes I do.” I said getting him one the giving it to him.
“Thanks… Purple with hearts ha-Ha! Awesome… Ella!” He said smiling
Oh no…! MY Pencil has my name on it… He thinks I am weir for sure now!
“You are welcome! Glad toy like it!!” I said
“Turn to page 112! Miss. Pamir you can share with Mr. Brooks… Till I get you a new one!” said Mr. White
I looked at the book from my desk.
I Don’t Bite…” Drake said
“Oh!” I blushed and leaned in closer.
“You have a very pretty name” He said looking me in the eyes.
“Oh… Why… Thank you!” I said looking him in the eyes
“Um... if you don’t mind me saying… you smell nice also.” He said
“Well I think your girlfriend would be mad if she heard you say them things” I told him
“She would but there is something… Different about you…” He said putting his hand on mine
“Oh!” I blushed and pushed his hand away.
“You are sweeter and smarter then any girl in this big old town.” He said
“Thank you Verry much!” I said
“Do you gotta Cell?” He asked
“I do!” I said
“May I see it?” He asked
“Yes you may?” I said taking it from my back pocket.
“Thanks here is mine.” He said giving me his cell phone.
And we entered our numbers into each other’s phones…
“Here you go!” I said giving him his cell phone back and taking mine.
The hours flew by and soon it was lunch time.
“Ella girl!” said Drake waving at me to sit at their table.
“Ella girl?” His girlfriend said
“She is new so be nice…” I heard him say.
“Hello Ella I am Casey!” His girl friend said
“Nice to meet you” I said smiling
“Ell! This is Pete, Christy, John, Mia, Jazz, Chris, and Cory.
“Oh…” I said and frowned
“Something wrong Hun?” Jazz asked
N… Y… Mmhmm.” I said
“Boy?” asked Mia
“Yes… How did you know?” I asked
They all laughed
“She has a knack for it!” Said Casey
“Tell… said Mia
“Well… Before I moved here… Cory…” I said
“Cory was my boyfriend…” I started to tear a little
“Aw!” Said the girls
“I’ll change my name!” Said Cory
I laughed “No… it is ok I will be fine.” I said
My Phone Buzzed just then
“Oh!” I yelled
“What!?” Everyone said
“Sorry my Phone… Where is the nearest rest room?” I asked
“I’ll show her!” Drake said
So he showed me to the girl’s rest room…
One new text? From... Drake?? I read
It said: You have a Cute Laugh!
So I wrote: Thanks! You have a nice Smile…
He text: Thank you Sweetie! Love your pants ;)
I text: Oh... Thanks… Now stop there before something bas is said…
He text: Ok Love!
So we walked back to the table
“Took you forever!” Said Mia
“Oh… Well it was Cory” I said
2hrs Passed and It was time to go home…
“How was school Hun?” Asked my mom
“It was ok… I met this nice boy… But he is just a friend.” I said
“Boy? What about Cory??” Mom asked
“I said he was just a friend!” I told her
“So Cory is just a friend?” mom asked
“No Drake is just a friend!!” I said
“Who is Drake? “ Mom asked
“The Boy I met!”I said she was really testing my nerves
“So do you like him?” I asked
“No!” I lied
“Mom! I love… loved Cory. But we are so far apart!” I said
“Speaking of Cory… He called today!” Mom said
“Oh! Mom did he really?” I asked
He called and I missed it! I fell bad… Not only about that but. I was falling in Love with Drake!!!
“Yes! Why don’t you call him back” She said
“Ok!!” I said and ran up the stairs to call him
“Ello?” Said Mrs. Smith
She was originally From London… So she still had an accent. That was the first reason I fell for Cory!
“Hi Mrs. Smith!” I said
“Ella Dear is that you? How have you been darling? “She asked
“Yes it is and I am doing Great! Mom said that Cory called! Is he home?” I said
“Why yes he is. “ She said
“Ello Love!” It was Cory oh to hear his voice again… Made me get Butterflies
“Hey! I said
“Ella I miss you so much!” He said
“Cory I miss you to!!” I said starting to tear up.
“Ell nothing seems right without you. School is boring without seeing you. I can’t pass the Swings at the playground, Mr. Ice’s ice cream store, or the street you use to live on. All of that reminds me of you and of us!” He said
That was all I needed to hear and I started crying.
“I...M...M...Miss you to! Seeing your Face! I miss your Hugs… I just want to come home!!” I said sobbing
“Oh Ells! I didn’t mean to make you cry…” He said
“And I would Kill to give you a Hug right now!” He said again
“It’s ok… I would do anything to see you again!” I said
“Ella dinner is ready!” Mom said
“Well I have to go and eat dinner… “ I said still sobbing a little
“Yea I have to study… Mr. Gold butt is giving a test tomorrow” He said and we started laughing Mr. Gold butt was Mr. Goldman The history teacher everyone hated.
“Call you tomorrow?” I asked
“I’ll be waiting for it!” He said
“I love you!!” I said starting to cry again
“I love you to… and don’t cry I am always with you… In your heart and dreams!” He said
That was another reason why I fell for him… He made me feel special and was so sweet!
“Bye!” We said then hung up
So I went down stairs and ate my dinner… did my home work took a shower then went to bed
And I Slept awhile till my phone started to ring
“H... Hello?” I said
“Hey sweetie!” said someone over the phone
“Cory?” I asked
“No! It is Drake!” he said
“Drake? It is one in the morning what do you want??” I asked
“I just wanted to tell you I got you something... and wanted to know if I could come over and give it to you tomorrow!” He said

“Oh… Well ok but don’t call past Ten anymore!!!” I said
“HA-HA… Ok! See you tomorrow night” He said
“Night!” I said and hung up
What did he want to give me?? Why did it have to be me? Shouldn’t he buy gifts for his girlfriend and not me? Oh well I guess I’ll find out tomorrow…
The next day!
“Ella wake up!! It is 12:00PM!” Mom said
“Mom it is Saturday!!” I said in a grumpy voice
“Well did you forget that I have work? Pulse you need to clean the house. I am having friends come over for work tonight! “She said
Why did it have to be tonight! It is w weekend and it was Saturday… and... Oh no!! Drake was coming over also! I have to clean and look nice!! Ugh… what is going to happen next!
“Oh! Also Sally called last week and said she was going to spend the week with us. I said it was ok… she should be here around 2:00Am or so.” Mom said
Sally I have not seen her in forever… I can’t wait for that. She was my best friend before I moved. Maybe she can help me with my boy problems. She was the best when it came to that stuff.
“Oh!! Mom god… First the party then… Now Sally!! I said
“I thought you liked Sally and it is a party. Some of the people are bringing their families! What was the other thing you said?” she asked
“Nothing never mind…” I said
So I cleaned the house… Till the door bell rang
“Who is it?” I asked
“Yea sista from antha mista” I heard on the other side of the door...
I knew right then and there it was sally
So I opened the door and sure enough it was Sally!
“Sally!!” I said hugging her like we have not seen each other for Years.
“Ell!! I missed you so much girl!” she said
“I missed you to!!!” I said
“So what is going on?” she asked
“Mom is having a party… and.” I said
“And? You found a boy didn’t you?”
“No… Well kind of! I mean he has a girlfriend. But he likes me!! He is going to bring me a gift today.” I told her
“Well that ruins… My surprise for you!” she said
“What! What? I want my surprise!” she said
“Oh… well alright!”She said
“Mr. Surprise come on in...” She said to someone.
It… It was Cory! Right there in my house … Just like the old days.
“Ella!”He said giving me a hug and a kiss
“Knock Knock!”Said someone at the door
It was… Yup you guessed it drake. Why did stuff like this happen to me? I like really like Drake. But I still love Cory. What am I going to do?
“Hey Drake!” I said
“Who is he?” Cory asked
“Oh right sorry… Cory and Sally this is Drake Brooks. He was my first friend in school and Drake these are my friend Cory and Sally from when I lived in Texas.”I said
“Hey…” they all said at once
“Ella uh… Maybe I should uh… come back… mm… Later” Drake said sounding a little hurt
“Oh… That um… Yea Maybe…” I said
“See you later! At your moms party… Her and my mom work together.”He said walking to his car
“Oh! Ok see you then.” I said waving as he drove off
“Ell… Is that the guy?”Sally asked
“Yea Sally…It is” I said
“Will someone… Ells don’t tell me you like that guy!!” Said Cory

“Well… Kind of But I love you!” I told him
“You like him… how? Like like or just like?” He asked
“I like him as a friend… He has a girlfriend anyway. But I think he wants to be more then friends. “I told him
Everything is going to be really messed up to night. I have that feeling. I will not go downstairs all night… Maybe just to eat but that is it. I can’t afford for something to go wrong.
“Well… Let’s clean this house now and talk about all this later.” Said Sally trying to help.
“Ok!” Said me and Cory
So we cleaned the house it took us about 3 hours. Just in time to cause it was Three O clock and the party was at five.
So we had time to talk and get ready before mom came home and her friends started to come over.
“So about this Drake… Guy” Said Cory
“Cory leave her alone… Ok she doesn’t have to tell you everything!” Sally said

Back to school!

Oh boy.. oh boy... We are back! Back to doing school that is... I do like school but then other days it seems to bore me to sleep. Don't get me wrong my mom is good at teaching us. But sometimes it can be very boring.. when you are 18 and have been in school most of your life... You seem to miss things allot ( friends, dances, school trips, boys... ) It's not like i don't get that here i do... I see my friends and we go to places for school trips and when i am out and about at the mall or someplace with my friends there are boys around.. The only thing is i don't know of any dances.. Oh! Ari wants to see the Jonas brothers they come here July 25Th if we can get money somehow i would take her.. and maybe one other friend. Tickets cost so much these days!!! When i was oh i would say 7 or so i went to 3 rivers to see Nsync with my cousin and her mom ( yes i loved nsync posters dolls Cd's you name it i might have had it ) it was awesome all the hype and everything was just really cool!! I have not been to a concert in ages! The point is i don't think our tickets were that much 20$'s maybe.. did you see tickets these days 25- 200$'s that is just CRAZY!! I'd rather go pay to see the 3-d concert ( OK i want to go so bad to see them for real ) then go to there real one.

well that is all i have to talk about right now! I will keep you updated on stuff soon!

Jenna!!

The big 10!!

Happy birthday Trevor! 10 years old.. I remember when you were a little baby. Time really flies by fast. I no we fight and all but no matter what i always have and will love you. you are my baby brother and that wont ever change. Don't matter if you are 10 or 20 you are still my little baby brother and Don't ever think that for one moment that i don't love you cause i always have and will. no matter what i have said to you in the past and no matter what i will say to you. The truth is that i do love you.

So Trevor HAPPY 10TH BIRTHDAY!!!

love you forever and ever

your big sister,

Jenna

Some things about me

Hello readers,

I am Jenna or Jen! I am 18 years old and my Birthday is February 17Th. I live with my mom, dad, sister (12) and brother (10) and our pets Onyx, Midnight, Baylor and Lily!! I Love my family and don't know what i would do with out them around. We are very close to everyone like my grandma grandpa uncle(and his daughter) and one aunt (and her kids) live 2 minutes away and my other aunt and her husband and there 2 kids live 15 minutes away. We are not to far from downtown and i love it. I love living in the city baseball, hockey, and football games, the zoo, The plays, Even the sounds (like cars, firetrucks, police cars)Everything about it makes me happy. Sounds crazy i no but it has been my life for as long as i can remember. I am home schooled and have been for 4 years. I wont lie i do miss school sometimes but i love being home with my mom and sister and brother also. Another big thing and my live are my friends! Love them as much as my family there the best Friends girl could have. We go to the mall and movies and just hang out at one of ours houses. We Laugh allot and sometimes fight but in the end we are still friends. Their there for my like i am for them ups, downs, boys, anything... i no they will be there for me no matter what! Riah, Jess, Joscelyn, Brianna I love you all like sisters! Then there is the biggest thing besides family and friends which is My religion. I am Catholic born and raised and my family is a good Catholic family we say our rosary's every night and go to church on Sundays and holy days and we are also catholic home schooled. On top of religion,school,family and friends MUSIC is VERY IMPORTANT TO ME! I love all kinds of music my fave is screamo... which is bands like bullet for my valentine... i also love tokio hotel, cobra starship, fall out boy, panic at the disco fly leaf and allot more i also like some country music. I love to sing i live to sing i was made to sing, From the time i wake up to the time i go to bed all i do is sing. I also live to write songs, poems or stories.

Now you know some things about me her is more

Name: Jenna
Age: 18
Height: 4'11
Eye color: Brown
Hair color : Copper
Loves: God, family, Friends,music,poems,singing,reading,writing,boys, taking pitchers and STEELERS AND PENGUINS allot more

Hates: spiders,bees, fighting, swearing, the browns, and some other things

Fave movie(S): Grease,Titanic, The notebook, Paul blart mall cop, pink panther 2, Twilight, Stephen kings IT, Edward scissor hands, One missed call,

Fave band(s): Tokio hotel,yellowcard,panic at the disco,fall out boys,ACDC, flyleaf,some country songs,ice nine nails, bullet for my valentine,stroy of the year,a day to rememeber (the music depends on my mood)

Fave colors: hot pink, Llime green, baby or light blue, black and red

Fave song(s): I run to you ( lady antabellum)

Update 2 my blog

Hey All..I'm in the process of updating my blog..It's going to be cool this time around, so bare with me Kaa!


~Jen